Some days i feel on top of the world

My mind is clear and i know where i am headed.

Some days i am strong, courageous and sure of myself

I know my limitations but they don't define me

I have goals and hopes and dreams.......which don't seem too far off in the distance.

Some days i am at peace with my decisions and my life

Some days i love who i am....

But,

Today is not that day.

Today i feel unsure of everything,

Like my chest is caving in and i am unable to breath.

Today i feel like everyone is going to see who i really am,

A fake, that normally pretends to have it all together, but today, nothing she does can hide the truth.

I feel like i am surrounded by fear and failure,

That who i am is not enough

Today i feel alone,

Hopeless,

Defeated.