I have had a bit of a difficult day today. Tomorrow night i am going out with the girls from work and their other halves to the theatre. I wanted to wear a nice summer dress - you know, to look nice. Well, this afternoon i popped to our shopping centre after work to find something to wear.

I found nothing! It either didn't fit, was too big around my boobs or was just way too short. Yes, i have lost almost 50 pounds but i need to remember that i am still big and that i have a way to go before the mirror will reflect the idea in my head.

I don't know what i am going to wear tomorrow.